Why Now ??

So from reading my previous posts, you should know what has been going on and where I am right now. The question you may be asking yourself is "Why ??" A close friend of mine asked me last night, "Why did you wait so long ??" That is kind of the whole point of my writing this blog so others will not wait so long. I was scared to know the truth, scared to go get advice, scared of what would come next. I don't want others to be scared. I want my story to inspire men or ANYONE who needs medical treatment to seek it immediately. I was stubborn and embarrassed to ask for help and probably waited a lot longer than I should have. I didn't want to say anything because I was afraid of scaring my wife. I know she is going to hate reading that but she has enough on her plate to not have to worry about me. I am blessed to have her in my life and she has made this all easier on me. But she shouldn't have to worry about me. And I think that has been the biggest thing I have learned in this whole experience. That the people who love you are going to worry, but they are also going to show you the love and support to make you feel better, to not be scared and make it easier for you to go through what you are going through. Because they are with you.